today was great, going back to pri sch was great, i realise that some people are not quite as bad as i think they were. :)

hey hey, that's what time heals the deepest wounds is all about right?!
:D

disappointed, cos apparently no one from p sch went to ny last last yr, which is like terribly pathetic?
:X

celebration in sch was GREAAAAAAAAT, screamed like a retard, & the pizza was nice :)

have a very nice warm feeling inside me now. (:

have since completed (sort of) maths crap, & done the lang arts whatever-you-called-it, practising erhu & uploading pics on fb.:) yup, & blogging in 1 min. :D
till the next time. I'm so freaking pissed, is it that much of a sin to chat a bit with ppl on msn?
i told you and told you and told you, yes i'm going to mug later, for what i have no idea, but i'm just going to mug once i've completed the science brp crap.
yes, i have brains, i have brains, so can you stop bloody nagging like a naggy whatever?

and yes, i do know the atrocity of failing everything, i do know the importance of SAVING TIME & MAXIMAISING MY TIME.
so stop your stupid lectures, and stop using HIM as an exmaple to motivate me to work harder, cos you know what, its not working.

and last thing, you know you cant ruin my mood with your ridiculous crap. I'M BURSTING WITH UM ANTICIPATION & EXCITEMENT ABOUT MON!!!!!!!
yup, literally. :)

i'm so glad things are alright, for once, for me.
& that I actually have something to look forward to on a MONDAY.
MUAHAHA.

I'm skipping jap, HURRAY.
give me some applause.
:D

well I'm not particularly fond of seeing HER face, after that little episode last monday. :X
thanks Ms Yeo, for listening to my mindless rantings about HER. I feel so much better now. :D

Appreciating people is nice. It's a nice feeling to know that you're appreciated too.
(AHEM. OF COURSE I'M NOT REFERRING TO BEING APPRECIATED BY HER. Unless being called a HOPELESS LOSER & A DISGRACE is categorised under BEING APPRECIATED.)

mom told me not to brood over it, but how can I not?
It's a major insult hello, I fail maths quizzes everytime but do you see ms teo shouting at me for being a LOSER? evidently NOT. so what is her problem?
oh btw, thanks ms teo for never losing your temper with me even though I'm so hopeless at maths. really, thanks uh.

:)

The same goes to Ms Yeo, THANK YOU THANK YOU, I cant thank you enough.

muahaha anyway.
going to do hw now, bye dears. :)

I'M SO LOOKING FORWARD TO JAP-LESS MONDAY!!!!!!

BLOODY BLOGGER IS SCREWED. AGAIN. the sch com lab has become my fave haunt during recess.

well idk why, i guess i'm just bored O_O
cos if you really think about it, there isnt much to look at on the internet. other than blogs & facebook, which, very sadly, is getting more and more boring. D:

bell is ringing, bye recess & hi crappy lessons.

p/s. maths lesson was DOWNRIGHT LOUSY. I'm studying now arent I.
what is her problem???

cca tmr, %87$%&#$^%&*(()#$%^&

zzzzz.

dinnertime. bye. oh. I'm worried, all right.

A great day, minus the headache from lack of sleep (I slept for a fricking 4 hours ytd. yes, scream & clap for me why dont you) & the redo-ing of the lousy math task crap.

but somehow rushing around the sch like a retard & printing out my math task at 6.45pm today just felt... fun.
accuse me of being a pervvo if you must.

gossiping with huisze is cool, i havent done it properly since like last yr when sch ended. -.-
no dont get the wrong idea that we're bitching behind ppl's backs, nonono of course not. we were just, you know. talking about something that is, well, how should i put it. aha, VERY INTERESTING. yes thats all i can disclose.

monday was a terrible drag, again.
what is her problem anyway? if failing a stupid puny jap quiz makes me a hopeless loser, then there will be a lot of losers in this world. like, srsly.

oh, no point brooding over it. she's not worth it, jap is not worth it. even though i'm not quitting anytime soon, because i'm not a lousy hopeless quitting loser.

I seem to be very keen on the idea of making her burst a blood vessel.

ah well, there we go again. sick in the head Letitia strikes out yet again.

heyhey i rather like the sound of it. It makes me sound like some very courageous heroine.

smirk all you want. cos you know what, whatever crap you blabber i'll just smile. since i seem to be vvvv tired of frowning recently. you call me a loser, i smile. you say i'm a pretty mushroom, i smile too.
i cant really tell the difference between a compliment or a sarcastic comment nowadays. the ultimate solution: just smile like an idiot, like when you're three and someone comments that you are cute and you dont know what he is talking about. just bare your nice shiny white teeth, and SMILE.

smiling can make the most TERRIBLE things look RIGHT, even if that means smiling through tears, or smiling with a blindfold on your eyes. you pretend you cant see anything, you pretend everything is fine, even though it is not.

so i've taken to SMILING. even if that makes me look like a fool, a retard.

its late, yay.
my conclusion for today: Thomswine is not that bad actually, he is not really a weirdo.
& I'm not really fond of chatting with Melissa on fb. long time nvr come up here alr right.

bored, onlining is boring, life is boring, i'm tired of boredom.
just completed crappy LA shitz, & jap hw.
& i'm kinda left with nth to do?
not true.
but still. i'm bored luh. & my tum is hurting like crazy.

i'm wondering, wondering if i'd been too... sadistic/pessimistic during pri sch.
how come everyone seems to have nice memories of their pri sch days,while i'm left with none?
how come whenever i think about my pri sch days, i get the feeling that i've just stepped into a living nightmare?
unbelievable, incomprehensible, mystified.

enough of crap stuff.
anyway. nice day, its a holiday today, thanks to miss claire the presidential scholar.
(:

mum just told me to meet her at j8 but idk y i just cant be bothered.
i feel like staying home the whole day... and doing nth.

goodbye.
(why do i have an urge to delete this blog?) i dont know what i'm doing.

onlining & bloghopping is giving me a bloody headache.

switching off com now.

goodbye. i feel so dead.
and blogger still sucks.

vomit tion later on, SIAN.
so thats another 2 hours wasted on boring & brain-clogging maths exercises.
I SO MUCH MORE PREFER ERHU.
butbutbut. vomit tion proved to be good. since i improved by 6 marks and all.
ok whatever.

diediedie, mon theres jap, boohoo.
and the shit summary quiz, even DEADER.
if theres even such a word.

BORED BORED BORED LETHARGIC LETHARGIC LETHARGIC

still in a weird mood. since i only had 2 tiny chocolate biscuits, a chocolate chip cookie & a piece of mooncake for breakfast. LIPGLOSS- THE AWESOMEST AWESOMEST AWESOMEST INVENTION OF MANKIND!!!!!!
-in a weird bimbotic mood-

hmmmm.
so, its s'pores bday today.

zzzzzz.

snyway. got back from erhu, its great, didnt screw up, but i did realise i still suck big time at it.
exam in nov, ok you may kill me now.
-dead-

bored, decided to un-priv my blog, cos idk?
its not fair to private blogs?
aye whatever.

tmr class outing, b.lin's daddy is bringing us there, thanks :)

ok, i shall count down to class outing, since theres nothing to do.
xD bloody blogger.

cant upload pics, cant upload vids, WHAT THE HELL LUH.

:/ this is so screwed.

bored to death, just had lunch & chocolate ice cream, FA-TT-EN-ING.
nobody online, Gee The One Who Lost Her Eyeball is not online either, hmph.

nice show on teevee, going to watch liao buhbye. ok hello.
MY BLOGGING PASSION IS BACK!!!
-flattens blog with hugs & kisses-

so bored, life is so boring, I AM DYING OF BOREDOM!!!!!!
aye.
had breakfast at yakun's just now, um no, should be brunch isnt it.
._____.
woke up chao late lor, like 10+, then just rushed off for brunch.

AND YOU KNOW WHAT.
LATER I'M STILL GOING FOR LUNCHHHHHHH.

-turns into fatass-

hmmmmmm lol.

gee is not online, sad.
cos i'm meaning to ask about her poor eyeball which is supposedly still rolling around her house.
-.-

k theres nth to post, i'm going to do hw alr, byebyebyebye
will be back later.

:B heylo.
posting again, cos i feel so sian & all.
-.-

well. basically nth to do.
just finished watching tang xin feng bao, nice show :D
um. nicer than any of the spore dramas i know of.
.____.

anyway. was chatting with zhiyi, AGAIN, on msn, then we were having this EXTERMELY IMPECCALBY TOTALLY ABSOLUTELY WEIRD RANDOM CRAP conversation.
ok. here goes.

Zhi Yi says:
im superman
lalatra letitia says:
you're so random
Zhi Yi says:
gosh i heard about your fish
lalatra letitia says:
?
Fish?
Zhi Yi says:
you and me best buds right
lalatra letitia says:
huh oh
that one
um
wait
what are you talking about?
facebook?
Zhi Yi says:
HAHA
U KNOW
DAMN FUNNEH
lalatra letitia says:
um
shopping is fun with you?
that one?
Zhi Yi says:
OK
so can i tell u something
lalatra letitia says:
sure
Zhi Yi says:
im on drugs
lalatra letitia says:
oh
right
no wonder you sound so
weird
what drugs?
Zhi Yi says:
did u just lie to me?!
lalatra letitia says:
no
are you drnk
Zhi Yi says:
how could u?!?
lalatra letitia says:
drunk
ok let me guess
you're on ecstasy
or ketamine
or you're sniffing glue
Zhi Yi says:
i love u
lalatra letitia says:
or heroin
chasing da dragon
Zhi Yi says:
i love u
i love u
lalatra letitia says:
k
Zhi Yi says:
i love u
lalatra letitia says:
i get the message
what you wanna do next?
marry me?
Zhi Yi says:
nope
oops
i just lost an eyeball
lalatra letitia says:
woohoo
Zhi Yi says:
~rollll~
lalatra letitia says:
you're
disgusting
let me see
Zhi Yi says:
hehe
lalatra letitia says:
if i can
shock you out
um
i mean
shock you
to
your
senses

-disgusting emoticon that zhiyi HATES-
-disgusting emoticon that zhiyi HATES-

Zhi Yi says:
hmm
lalatra letitia says:

-disgusting emoticon that zhiyi HATES-
-disgusting emoticon that zhiyi HATES-

Zhi Yi says:
q
q
q
q
q
q
q
q
q
q
q
q
lalatra letitia says:
HAHA
Zhi Yi says:
qq
q
lalatra letitia says:
you're BACK
Zhi Yi says:
q
q
q
q
q
lalatra letitia says:
to your
old self
Zhi Yi says:
no
lalatra letitia says:
what a relief
Zhi Yi says:
i still love u
lalatra letitia says:
EEK
are you done
Zhi Yi says:
and my eyeballs still on the floor
lalatra letitia says:
with your loves
Zhi Yi says:
can u pick it up for moi?
lalatra letitia says:
sure
if i have a long arm
that can stretch
across singapore
Zhi Yi says:
i hate the "WHAT CAN U SEE" song
lalatra letitia says:
I LOVE IT
BABY CANT YOU SEE
LOOSEN UP MY BUTTONS BABE
Zhi Yi says:
so nan ting
lalatra letitia says:
ITS NICE
Zhi Yi says:
HUH???
lalatra letitia says:
ugh
Zhi Yi says:
U R SICKO
lalatra letitia says:
the song
lyrics
WHAT
Zhi Yi says:
I THOT ITS SINGAPORE NATIONAL DAY SONG~!
lalatra letitia says:
I NT NEED YOU TO LSEN MY BUONS LARRR
CHEY
the song
the sick song
happens to have that line
too
Zhi Yi says:
WT U TALKIJN ABOUT!
lalatra letitia says:
what i'm listening now
fine
you're back to normal
Zhi Yi says:
NO
I HATE U
lalatra letitia says:
um
?
Zhi Yi says:
I LOVE ATHER PERSON
NOT U ANYMORE
lalatra letitia says:
oh
right
am i suppose to
cry?
boohoo
you dont love me anymore
Zhi Yi says:
YAY
lalatra letitia says:
i'm going to jump off the building
and MAKE YOU REGRET!!!!!!!!!!!
Zhi Yi says:
GOGOGOGOGO
lalatra letitia says:
wlao so drama
like those lame love dramas
k
you're talking to ghost now
I'M COMING TO HAUNT YOU
Zhi Yi says:
now im batman
lalatra letitia says:
TONIGHT
Zhi Yi says:
u can haunt me
lalatra letitia says:
YES I CAN
Zhi Yi says:
i will call my bats and attak u
lalatra letitia says:
BRING IT ON BABY
I LOVE BATS
Zhi Yi says:
now im spiderman
then a lot of spiders
and i dont wanna bring anything on
lalatra letitia says:
SPIDERS ARE THE ABSOLUTE ROCK
what
is
wrong
Zhi Yi says:

lalatra letitia says:
with
you
today
Zhi Yi says:
i give u pink spiders
lalatra letitia says:
have you eaten something wrong
at ion
Zhi Yi says:
nope
lalatra letitia says:
the food there sucks big time
Zhi Yi says:
we waited for 50 min for a soda based drink
lalatra letitia says:
um
Zhi Yi says:
but it still havent come
lalatra letitia says:
right
Zhi Yi says:
so we walked straight out of the door

lalatra letitia says:
lousy service
Zhi Yi says:
without paying
cos anyway
we just wanted to sit
but no way
so must find resturant
then buy drink lorh
then
shuang
~
no need pay
but can sit
lalatra letitia says:
...
so
thats no reason for you
to
go
crazy
Zhi Yi says:
im sia
o
i wanna go watch SPONGEBOB!

lalatra letitia says:
....................
dotdotdot

ok. yeah. our ABSOLUTELY RANDOM convo.
srsly i think zhiyi is retarded.
terribly retarded, but good fun :)

ugh. mum just made me drink choco milk, puuuuuke + fattening

gonna TRY have an early night.
byebye lovely peeps, i love you all.
._________. shall consider un-privating my blog.

well.
went ion with mum today, and EAT EAT EAT.
i'm so full & bloated its a wonder i didnt explodeee.
X/

so.
missed national day celebrations, just think, in my very first year in ny, i missed out so many stuffs alr ._____.
am kinda...
idk.
i just feel weird.

congrats 101, <33, for getting first for mascot competition LOL LOL LOL.

anyway,
i feel so dead lar.
logged on to moelc webbie, then saw a whole list of homework, i wanna jump off da building.
-.--.--.--.-

ponned erhu, cos i'm lazy & still sickkkkkkkk.
both sick mentally & physically.
:X

k.
east coast with 101 on mon, looking forward <33333
then movie afterwards with zhong, she is so childish lor she wants to watch UP cos shes scared of Orphan & well we cant watch it anyway its NC16, so she won D:
what the hell i typed such a long sentence.

blogger is lousy,
cant upload any pics/vids, theres something wrong with facebook too.

UGH. screwed. screwed. screwed.

can i just say that i feel so freakishly screwed now, i can just jump off the building?

had been sleeping just now, the damned medicine was like super VILE ._.
& now i still wanna sleep MORE, arent i lazy.
zzzzzzzz.

missed an entire week of sch, AND a whole round of blocks as a result.
yes i know what you're thinking already.
MAN, I HATE HER. WHAT A FREAKING LUCKY GIRL.

except i dont feel this way.
weirdly i kinda miss sch, i miss Svena & her ever ridiculous antics, I miss gege & her fangdian eyes, i miss hongying & her bengbeng crap. -.-
siiiiigh.
why do i feel so guilty of missing one whole week of sch when i'm not even the one to blame?
um.
maybe i'm really the one to blame.
OMG I CAN TOTALLY KICK MY OWN ASS FOR CURSING MYSELF WITH A TERRIBLE FLU.

seeseesee.

its boring at home, i wanna go out, but i feel like puking, & i feel so dizzy, ughughugh.
i wanna mug, but no energy.

crap lar.

well. thats all for now.
(THERES CCA THIS AFTERNOON BUT I'M NOT GOING HEEHEEHEE.)

byebye. on msn with kat & szejia, just realised how much i missed them.
& how much i missed pri sch life.

can just slap myself for not appreciating how near pri sch is to my house, and not appreciating people.
shall not elaborate further.

I'M SO SICK.
I'M SO SORRY.
I'M SO GUILTY.
I'M SO TIRED.